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[Intro]
GmFBbGmBb
[Pre-Chorus]
Gm
First I breathe in the smoke, then I exhale slow
Bb
Til there's nothing else left but the ashes
GmCm
From all this weed I blow to all these drinks I pour
Bb
There ain't nothing else left but the ashes
[Chorus]
Gm
I feel like I don't wanna feel shit (I don't wanna feel shit)
FBb
I feel like I don't wanna feel shit (I don't wanna feel shit)
Gm
I feel like I don't wanna feel shit (I don't wanna feel shit)
FBb
I feel like I don't wanna feel shit (I don't wanna feel shit)
[Post-Chorus]
Gm
And I can't be sober when I'm alone
Bb
A hundred missed calls in my phone
Gm
I'm havin' withdrawals, leave me alone
Bb
Leave me alone, I feel it in my bones, I hide it all inside
[Verse 1]
Ebm
I question myself, am I runnin' from something?, I put in the work, went from nothing to something
F
I still gotta deal with these fucked up assumptions
Bb
I'm drunk when in public, still chuggin' and numbin'
Gm
I was at rock bottom and I cried for help, So I had to take a break just to find myself
Bb
Never been to Heaven, spent some time in Hell, Inside my shell, revenge what I'm tryna smell
Gm
I know it's all my fault, I'm the one to blame, Instead of facin' those fears, I would run away
F
Couldn't tell apart all the love and hate
Bb
So fuck the fame, I guess it's my drug of taste
Gm
I gotta clear my head and just hit restart, Just did 25 shows and there's 15 more
Bb
When the cycle repeats, it won't get me far, So I hide my pain deep within these scars
Gm
I got everybody sayin' I deserve to win, But is it worth the regret? Is it worth the sins?
FBb
It hurts within, I'm thinkin' bout my worth again, I had to swim across the water 'cause I burnt the bridge
Gm
So I try to get by, but I hide shit inside, And I act like I'm havin' the time of my life
Bb
And I can't see the darkness if I'm in the light, So if silence is golden then I'll be all right
[Pre-Chorus]
GmCm
First I breathe in the smoke, then I exhale slow
Bb
Til there's nothing else left but the ashes
Gm
From all this weed I blow to all these drinks I pour
CmBb
There ain't nothing else left but the ashes
[Chorus]
GmCm
I feel like I don't wanna feel shit (I don't wanna feel shit)
FBb
I feel like I don't wanna feel shit (I don't wanna feel shit)
GmCm
I feel like I don't wanna feel shit (I don't wanna feel shit)
FBb
I feel like I don't wanna feel shit (I don't wanna feel shit)
[Verse 2]
Gm
I been on the bottom with all of the maggots, I relapsed again and fell off the wagon
F
I guess I'm just hopin' that all of my habits
Bb
Will finally help me to deal with the baggage I'm carryin'
GmF
This life of sin I'm thinkin' again of all of the friends I ended up buryin'
Bb
All of the dreams that I done seen perishin', Man, it's imperative I change the narrative
Gm
Know what is wrong, knew all along deep in my heart, I'm tryin' to fly
F
Why does it feel like I'm dyin' to live, but at the same I'm tryin' to die?
Gm
Won't you help me, Lord? I know I been selfish, Lord
F
I know I been wrong, but I feel like I been to Hell before
Gm
I just pour another drink to try to take the pain away
FBb
Wonderin', is today the day that I'ma change my ways?
Gm
No amount of cocaine could ever keep me numb
FBb
From the shit that I done done and the past I'm runnin' from
[Pre-Chorus]
GmCm
First I breathe in the smoke, then I exhale slow
FBb
Til there's nothing else left but the ashes
Gm
From all this weed I blow to all these drinks I pour
CmFBb
There ain't nothing else left but the ashes
[Chorus]
Cm
I feel like I don't wanna feel shit (I don't wanna feel shit)
F
I feel like I don't wanna feel shit (I don't wanna feel shit)
Gm
I feel like I don't wanna feel shit (I don't wanna feel shit)
FBb
I feel like I don't wanna feel shit (I don't wanna feel shit)
[Post-Chorus]
Gm
And I can't be sober when I'm alone
Bb
A hundred missed calls in my phone
Gm
I'm havin' withdrawals, leave me alone
BbBb
Leave me alone, I feel it in my bones, I hide it all inside